Told you, I did. Reckless am I. Now, matters are worse: I’m writing a blog post on a Saturday, because I am going to the office to work today. I didn’t truly promise, but I did say it was likely.
Speaking of speaking like Yoda (see the opening sentence) I did a little, very brief, voice recording yesterday, as a whimsically silly set of questions arose in my head‒there is nowhere else my questions can arise arise, after all‒regarding an aspect of the Star Wars universe, and I decided to record them.
I didn’t really check my mic placement before I started, so after my quick edit in the form of doing “noise reduction” in Audacity and renormalizing the inherent volume, my voice sounds somewhat weird. It’s a bit tinny or echoey or something along those lines. Heck, maybe that’s just what my voice sounds like in real life these days.
That’s pretty unlikely, though. I’ve heard recordings of my voice, often made by me, since I was quite young (remember those personal cassette recorders in the 70s?). Still, I couldn’t say with 100% certainty that it isn’t the case. Indeed, one can never say anything empirical with 100% certainty.
There is after all always the possibility (in principle) of something like Descartes’s imagined malevolent demon, tormenting a mind with entirely illusory experiences. Anyone who thinks they know some aspect of external reality to 100% certainty is poorly calibrated, doesn’t understand probability, or they’re exaggerating and/or not really thinking about what they’re saying.
Of course, there are many things about which we are so close to 100% implicit certainty that we are willing to risk our lives, usually without even considering that we are taking that risk. We’re pretty sure of gravity in general, but we implicitly trust the floor beneath us, even in very high buildings. We’re also pretty sure we won’t die in a car accident on our way to…well, wherever we’re going. And very nearly 100% of the time, we are correct.
But, of course, every now and then, someone does get killed in a car accident, sometimes on a very short trip, perhaps to the corner store to buy a lottery ticket. It’s more likely than actually winning that lottery.
They used to say that the vast majority of car accidents happen within five miles of the home. But don’t worry, once I heard that little bit of trivia, I moved the hell away from that place!
Ha ha. I have to laugh at my own stupid jokes, otherwise, a lot of the time, no one would laugh at them.
Anyway, as you can probably tell, if you think about it‒though you are not required to do so, your thoughts being your own‒I have no real direction when it comes to this post, and no spontaneously forming topic seems to be appearing, unlike a few times earlier this week. So, I’m just meandering about in blog post phase space.
That’s okay, though. It’s Saturday, and I’ve been working all week, and this is my 6th blog post of the week. WordPress will no doubt send me some automated congratulations on this, my latest “streak”. They keep doing that, and I know it’s intended to make people feel good about their posting, but it’s just obviously automated and so is annoying.
Also, it sometimes even engages some pathological demand avoidance, arousing a twisted sort of “I’m not doing this for you” feeling that makes one‒well, it makes me‒less enthusiastic about blogging. The programmed feedback subroutine in WordPress is not my target audience, so getting positive feedback from it doesn’t make me feel that I have accomplished something worthwhile.
Don’t mistake me. I like getting the specific information, or at least having it available, but it doesn’t have to be accompanied by a cartoon party popper and a “Congratulations!”, as if I’d achieved some kind of merit-based award. Is this part of the lamentable trend of grade inflation and giving everyone trophies just for participating?
I think some of the mindless, automated, misdirected feedback is part of why I don’t use Brilliant dot org more often*. They have this “experience point award” thing for when you do problems and exercises and finish sub-courses. That in itself is okay, because it’s not really too intrusive, and maybe it would be good if you could eventually exchange them for…something, I don’t know.
But instead, they put you in these “leagues” and show you how you compare to other people using the app that day. That can be kind of annoying, because I don’t go to educational sites to be competitive, except with myself. I don’t even like multiplayer online games. And, the trouble is, I get briefly caught up in the league score, because I am intellectually competitive, but that in turn gets distracting and negative (not much, but it’s there) and it discourages me.
I don’t know what I would recommend be done instead; I haven’t really thought about it, I was just expressing a feeling I have about such things. Maybe other people enjoy these sorts of feedback a lot, in which case, hey, keep it up. The strength of such enjoyment is almost certainly far greater than my own minor annoyance.
Okay, that’s enough for now. Below, I am embedding my weird little recording. I hope you have a good day and a good weekend.
Really, I do hope it, for whatever that’s worth.
*It’s not the only reason nor the most powerful one. Mainly it’s mental inertia of some kind.

