I’m going to try to make this short today. Of course, it won’t be as short as yesterday, when I didn’t write a blog post at all; my apologies for that if you were disappointed or concerned.
I was “at home” yesterday with a migraine headache, which I suspect was triggered partly by the tension from my sore thumbs, though obviously that’s not the whole story. Then again, when is anything the whole story? If the universe is infinite, and especially if there are multiverses‒of various levels‒then even describing everything in our visible universe would not be “the whole story”. We’re left relying on some analog of perturbation theory to try to make sense of most things in the world.
I’m also going to try to make this short because‒stupidly enough‒I’m writing this on my phone again. I had intended to bring my laptop with me when I left work on Wednesday, but I was stressed out, and (ironically) distracted by the pain in my hands, and by the usual person who keeps us late, who kept us late. So, I was a bit rushed when leaving, and I screwed up and left the laptop behind. Habits are things of powerful inertia, which is a good reason to cultivate useful ones.
Yesterday I spent almost the entire day lying in my room with the lights out, listening to some YouTube videos with the sound low. My brain still feels rather soggy and squishy, like a wrung-out, beat-up old sponge, but I doubt that comes across as being any different than how I usually come across.
Hopefully no one was too worried about me when I didn’t write my usual blog post yesterday. Honestly, someone who reads my blog regularly enough to notice that I didn’t write one as usual would probably long since either have seriously started to worry about me in general or would simply have given up on me as a lost cause. They would not be unjustified in either case. I don’t know what to say to such a person, since I don’t really know what to say to myself.
I’m not sure what topic readers might be interested in discussing, today. I’m too frustrated to want to get into politics, because frankly, most politics seems to be a panorama of billions of apes who could easily get together and come up with workable solutions to their problems, or at least with working solutions, things that could be tried and adjusted and tweaked, but they simply are not in the habit of rising above their immediate monkey natures.
It’s not so much a problem that they respond to local pressures and incentives‒that’s the nature of reality itself, and me indeed be a good definition of locality; it can’t be avoided, any more than a closed system can choose to ignore the conservation of momentum or the 2nd law of thermodynamics. It’s that they don’t even try to lift their heads up and look out beyond their own habitual points of view, their own emotional reactions and pre-digested judgmentalism, to try to get a bigger and deeper awareness of objective versus subjective reality. Ironically, this would have the effect of potentially making those more distant pieces of information into local pressures and incentives, because they would be in their heads.
I don’t have high hopes for the human race, though there are occasional glimmers of promise here and there. Unfortunately, it seems that too many people think that anyone who doesn’t agree with them about all matters other than purely aesthetic taste‒and sometimes even that becomes a dividing line‒is not merely wrong but is actually evil. But no two people will agree on absolutely everything, because the phase space of possible thoughts and values, if not infinite, is vastly larger than the space of all thoughts that have ever been. So, this attitude effectively balkanizes the whole human race into 8 billion individual instances of solitary versions of “Us” set against a vast sea of Them.
Maybe we should take a hint from George Harrison and have all people who so “proudly” display their pronouns on various social media* simply use “I/Me/Mine”. Most of their little proclamations appear‒to those of us observing humans from the outside‒simply to be akin to the non-functional constructions of bower birds or the dances of bird of paradise, not the well-considered but provisional positions of creatures with sophisticated minds. They might as well pin a leek on their lapels or put a sign in their shop windows reading “worker of the world unite”. Or they could just whistle “Dixie”.
Okay, well, I guess that’s what I was going to write about today. Who would have guessed? Who would have bothered to make a guess? Probably no one. Why would anyone bother thinking about a creature like me? I wish I didn’t have to think about me, frankly, so I can’t hold it against you if you don’t want to do it. I’m tired of the whole mess already.
Oh, and incidentally, my pronouns are “It/it”…other than first person pronouns, obviously. Those are “I/Me/Mine”.
*Which, I suspect, most of them do as a badge of fashion‒like wearing a ball cap with the emblem of a sports team‒not as any deeply thought out statement about the importance of such tags and identifiers. Perhaps I’m wrong.